tappy gilmore

 I want to live and I want to see,

In need of release.

Been thrown in a cage been buried beneath,

Paranoia in me.

When you come to,

And you’re not quite who you knew.

Will you fake over some face?

You’re digging your grave.

 

No more time to borrow,

Fuck tomorrow we’re living for today.

Scream till your lungs collapse,

You’ve been given the chance and you might not make it back.

 

We’ve been deceived it’s hard to believe,

It’s simply.

It’s a simple design it’s all from my mind,

Would you believe?

What you bought into is not what you thought it was,

Are you alive?

Will you survive your final night?

 

No more time to borrow,

Fuck tomorrow we’re living for today.

Scream till your lungs collapse,

You’ve been given the chance and you might not make it back.

 

(Bridge)

 

No more time to borrow,

Fuck tomorrow we’re living for today.

Scream till your lungs collapse,

You’ve been given the chance and you might not make it back.

 

fly

 

Back from the dead,

Not giving up just yet,

Too many words I feel I’ve left unsaid.

But I need you to,

Believe in truth,

Even when no one believes in you.

But my colors have,

All turned too red,

To get you the fuck out of my head.

So I bite my tongue,

Till it rips in half,

I gave you everything I had.

 

Give me wings just set me free and let me fly.

Give me wings just set me free and let me fly over this hell.

 

Pain is my pride,

For what’s dead inside,

Said come here and fly tonight.

You just gave in,

With no will to win,

Debated the ultimate sin.

To lower oneself,

To this mindless hell,

So alone and no one cares to help.

So I grit my teeth,

Till they turn to dust,

I’m not in the mood to be judged.

 

Give me wings just set me free and let me fly.

Give me wings just set me free and let me fly over this hell.

 

Let me fly.

 

Give me wings just set me free and let me fly.

Give me wings just set me free and let me fly over this hell.

Give me wings just set me free and let me fly.

Give me wings just set me free and let me fly over this hell.

 

 

Lies

 

I’m in the dark again reaching out but finding no hands,

That’s when you crossed my mind but I’m not giving up on giving into surprise.

Collision of pain swallowing pride,

Into my mind.

You are the only one you will find.

 

Would you lie to me?

Or just shut me out?

Would you die for me?

Would you show me?

 

How do I break away from this ignorance isn’t bliss,

Doubt will cut you like a knife to lead to paralyze.

Try to open your eyes,

Expose them to the lies.

 

Been told too many times,

If you want to make it you better run tonight.

But I’m not backing down now,

I’ve come this far expecting a fight.

Find me tonight,

See the fire in my eyes and watch me ignite,

I’ll tear you apart with your own advice.

 

Would you lie to me?

Or just shut me out?

Would you die for me?

Would you show me?

 

How do I break away from this ignorance isn’t bliss,

Doubt will cut you like a knife to lead to paralyze.

Try to open your eyes,

Expose them to the lies.

 

How do I break away from this ignorance isn’t bliss,

Doubt will cut you like a knife to lead to paralyze.

Try to open your eyes,

Expose them to the lies.

 

lay you down

 

Been pointing your finger at me,

Eyes full of condescending,

Waiting for karma to lay you down.

You wouldn't last a minute as me,

I've been haunted by things you can't see,

You'd pull your own trigger for lights out.

 

I want to lay you down,

In the ground.

I can't wait to lay you down,

In the ground.

 

We're all taught that love is easy

You've been burned do you still believe?

No big kiss silver screen ending

Tables turned, you look uneasy

Are you afraid of me? You should be

No ones out here to hear you scream

 

I want to lay you down,

In the ground.

I can't wait to lay you down,

In the ground, in the ground.

 

Lay You Down

 

I want to lay you down,

In the ground.

I can't wait to lay you down,

In the ground, in the ground.

 

 

run away

 

Been locked inside my mind for days,

I forgot how the sun tastes.

The only key to let me out,

I gave to you when I was full of doubt.

Hold me up like a child your proud of,

Or scream at me like I'm your only problem.

I will become what you've always wanted to be,

But there's a darker side that lives in me.

 

You gave to me.

 

Just run away,

To a place where you can't find me

And there are no demons in my dreams.

Just run away,

To a picture perfect family where no one can see how you made me bleed.

 

He bites his tongue to keep up the façade,

If he cries again more pain he's just bought.

Lashing out from lashes laid deep,

Into skin of innocence sold for cheap.

Drink your poison forget tonight,

Pay no mind to the scars you carved into my life.

What would you give to forget the past?

And stop living like a dying outcast.

 

And be seen as one.

 

Just run away,

To a place where you can't find me

And there are no demons in my dreams.

Just run away,

To a picture perfect family

Where no one can see how you made me bleed.

 

Scars tonight I know you can’t hide it,

Been brought to life oh no I can’t fight it.

Take away all these years and just set me free.

 

Just run away,

To a place where you can't find me

And there are no demons in my dreams.

Just run away,

To a picture perfect family

Where no one can see how you made me bleed.

Run away,

To a picture perfect family.

Oh yeah.

 

chemicals

 

You leave with what you came with,

You came with nothing and left me with everything.

How would you like to divide the truth?

 

Bring me down and let me go,

I was full of chemicals.

I never wanted to let you go,

Never wanted, never wanted.

His heart of gold’s been turned to stone,

By his world of chemicals.

He never wanted to let her go,

Never wanted, never wanted.

 

Have you laced me with your poison lately?

Because my loves turned black by love gone hazy.

And your words still leave me on edge going crazy.

 

Bring me down and let me go,

I was full of chemicals.

He never wanted to let her go,

Never wanted, never wanted.

His heart of gold’s been turned to stone,

By his world of chemicals.

He never wanted to let her go,

Never wanted, never wanted.

 

Bring me down and let me go,

It was not just chemicals.

You should’ve never let me go,

Never let it, never let it.

Pick me up to make me whole,

Be my only chemical.

I never want to let you go,

Never wanted, never wanted.

 

downfall

 

Your fingers bring back memories,

Just when all we thought was lost.

Can we rebuild what was all but gone?

I don’t know what you want from me,

Given all I have to take.

Always knew it would end this way.

I don’t know what you’ve done to me,

Kiss with a unique flavor of pain.

One I’ll always love to hate.

 

Be my fall,

Be my downfall,

Because I am nothing and I have nothing without you.

Be my soul,

Be my soul,

I’d spend it all just to spend one night beside you.

Be my downfall.

 

Can we forgive our yesterdays?

And if we can’t can we just forget?

That the part of you I once loved now is dead.

I don’t know what you want from me,

I wasn’t only yours to take away,

Even to displace the darkest shade of grey.

I don’t know what you’ve done to me,

Afraid of dreams where you appear,

Only to wake with you nowhere near.

 

Be my fall,

Be my downfall,

Because I am nothing and I have nothing without you.

Be my soul,

Be my soul,

I’d spend it all just to spend one night beside you.

Be my downfall.

 

should've been gone

 

Tell me lies for the last time,

Step back press rewind,

I never questioned if your words were true.

And all the times you followed,

I left you scared and hollow,

And who you are and to you have become.

Now your caught under lens,

And now you have to defend,

Who you are and who you’ve always been.

 

All this for nothing,

You take away and leave me with pain.

Denied a simple truth,

You never wanted me now I want you.

Buried under regret,

Last words you said I’ll never forget.

All this time I could’ve moved on,

Should’ve been gone.

Afraid to be alone,

Because you just can’t handle,

To be ripped away from your perfect world.

When every ones in your ear,

With things you want to hear,

Pull the strings you are my puppeteer.

But who do you look to,

When your fakeness bleeds through,

And there’s no one left in sight to abuse?

 

All this for nothing,

You take away and leave me with pain.

Denied a simple truth,

You never wanted me now I want you.

Buried under regret,

Last words you said I’ll never forget.

All this time I could’ve moved on,

Should’ve been gone.

 

Should’ve been gone,

Could have moved on,

Should have been.

 

Should’ve been gone!

 

All this for nothing,

You take away and leave me with pain.

Denied a simple truth,

You never wanted me now I want you.

Buried under regret,

Last words you said I’ll never forget.

All this time I could’ve moved on,

Should’ve been gone.

 

Could have moved on,

Should have been gone,

Should have been,

Could have been,

Would have been,

I will be gone.

 

Drown

 

My hope just fell to a brand-new low,

It’s now or never and the words are caught in my throat.

I see you’re cutting ties to start new lies,

Snap your fingers didn’t know I was hypnotized.

And you tore me apart and left me to hang,

My only company was the rain.

And it’s not your fault and I’m not to blame,

It’s just the way we play the game.

 

So hold me down just enough to drown,

Dreaming with my eyes open now.

Open up your mind take a look inside,

Is there enough to save me this time?

 

I never though I’d see a better tragedy,

If you were me you might see things my way.

Can’t be proved wrong so just move along,

If you ever look back you might see what you left in black.

Water in my lungs has never felt so good,

To finally be free from all I’ve withstood.

So kick me in the face you know I love that taste,

I leave no room for you to save grace.

 

And hold me down just enough to drown,

Dreaming with my eyes open now.

Open up your mind take a look inside,

Would you even save?

 

So hold me down just enough to drown,

Dreaming with my eyes open now.

Open up your mind take a look inside,

Is there enough to save me this time?

So hold me down just enough to drown.

Stay

 

She never had too much to say,

Don’t need our words for this anyway.

All the things you say you’d do to me,

You look so pretty down on your knees.

 

I just want you to stay,

I just want you to look my way.

I don’t need this today,

I just want you to stay.

 

We could end this if we tried,

We could end this all tonight.

 

One locked finger wrapped around my gun,

Don’t pull the trigger or we’ll come undone.

Lead me all the way and leave me at the end,

Baby this ain’t over until I win.

I just need you to stay,

I just need you to look my way.

I don’t need this today,

I just need you to stay.

 

We could end this if we tried,

We could end this all tonight.

 

I just need you to stay,

I just need you to look my way.

I don’t need this today,

I just want you to stay.

 

We could end this if we tried,

Is this all over when we die?

Forgive me

 

Have you ever felt a whole inside of you that makes you ill?

A kind of emptiness only forgiveness can fill.

Have you ever wanted to make things right,

Willing to do anything and sacrifice?

But there’s no hope tonight.

 

This void in my soul has made me grow old.

 

Forgive me for who I used to be,

Forgive me for who I am today.

Forgive me for who I’ll never be,

Forgive me or bid farewell, or bid farewell.

 

Every single stays the same when hatred fills the fire that you’re blaming,

Can’t we put the past aside and bring the pain inside?

Have you ever wanted to make things right,

Willing to do anything and sacrifice?

But there’s no hope tonight.

 

This void in my soul has made me grow old.

 

Forgive me for who I used to be,

Forgive me for who I am today.

Forgive me for who I’ll never be,

Forgive me or bid farewell, or bid farewell.

 

Or bid farewell, or bid farewell, or bid farewell.

 

Forgive me for who I used to be,

Forgive me for who I am today.

Forgive me for who I’ll never be,

Forgive me or bid farewell, or bid farewell.

 

Or bid farewell, or bid farewell, or bid farewell.

Too far gone

 

Breathe in,

Listen,

Let me take you there.

It takes soul,

To feel sound,

Ambience do you feel me now?

 

Now that we’re on our way we are too far gone,

But all you hear today's the same old song.

We will make our way in front of you,

And to ourselves so we will remain true.

 

Do you seek truth?

Let me show you where.

It takes soul,

To feel sound,

Ambience do you feel me now?

 

Now that we’re on our way we are too far gone,

But all you hear today's the same old song.

We will make our way in front of you,

And to ourselves so we will remain true.

 

We’ve lost sight of where we started.

 

Now that we’re on our way we are too far gone,

But all you hear today's the same old song.

We will make our way in front of you,

And to ourselves so we will remain true.